It feels good that I'm writing again. However these words reflect my thoughts and my thoughts are now in fragments and bits and I'm trying to put them into a whole.

They say that the end of something is a start to something new. 2011 was a good year. I had my fair share of fun, lots of laughters, learnt to look things in another perspective, discovered another side of myself and the list goes on. I lost my thing with books (sadly), learnt through the hard way, lost a friend (not literally, but still).

I will never see myself as the same again. Never imagined of the things I could and would do for someone I love. Loving someone deeply gives you courage, fucking cliche but true that!!!!!

Not forgetting the big Os! Pen held tightly in the hand, swiftly rushing through from paper to paper, clock ticking away, the though foreign but congruently determined faces. Screwed it up, but oh well life goes on. The airport days with the bf can never be forgotten (nostalgic), sleeping away on the tables like as if we owned the airport. And times when we missed school. The troubles we got into (OMG). How can I ever forget.

2011 marks the end to so many things. Am not returning to school anymore, nor seeing the familiar sleepy faces in the wee hours of the morning, no longer am going to have the chance to sprint to the hall by fucking 725, goodbye to yellow slips, climbing up six flight of stairs with my eastpak, my classmates, boring biology lessons, skipping lessons, looking out for that one face in that sea of people (shit these waves of nostalgia) I want to return to school!

And, December. Went past me in the blink of an eye. Don't even have the chance to rest, to reflect on 2011, set resolutions (like as if I do follow them). An example of beauty in destruction? Zara. Totally killed my social life, health and routines. However if not for Zara, I wouldn't have been able to achieve so much and rediscover myself. 1 more month to go!

To end this off, (abrupt ending I know) 2011 was fucking awesome. Despite the fact that I screwed up, lost a friend, made the same mistake again however in a different status this time round, cried, that sinking feeling in my heart, I can never ever forget what 2011 brought me. Goodbye 2011, hello 2012, please be good X

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